The market has made me humble, and I need to learn systematically and reset myself. 

Following Jason_Raposo's suggestion, I bought the HTMM DVDs on Monday and have finished watching it. It is great to learn the experience form these gurus. I will come back and watch them again. Also I have bought the Tandem Trader DVD and am now half way finishing it.

I have read/analyzed a lot of charts and practiced trading setup. I have examined the charts on different time frames and tried to find the patterns that indicate the price movement and summarize the statistics. 

This will take long but is necessary.

I will slow down and make sure my foundation is solid.