ok, this is bullshit. it was going up and down by 2 to 3 dollars premarket. i bought and then it immediately started to go down. my fidelity account froze, could not sell. had to refresh and wait. by the time i got back in i sold for what i could. sad about the money, but mad about my lack of self discipline and breaking promises to myself. my daughter told me to take a few days off and i know she is right. going to study hard and well, clean the house a bit, work on dinner and maybe cry. shit!

still suffering from the snake in the house. done for the day of course. shit day all around. back to studying. seems like i might be good at shorting since almost everything i buy goes down in price. i am going to be a perfect student starting now, i am not kidding. i am ashamed of myself. trading when it is not a good time for me, trading because of fomo, trading to big, not taking losses at the right time. being greedy, being emotional. i could be tim's poster child for doing everything wrong

SNAKE IN THE HOUSE! i ran outside so scared! had to call my daughter heather to come and save me and kill it. by the time she got home i had left many trades open and i think i lost on all of them. i must use stop orders. never know what will happen on a working farm :(

i made this trade then had to go outside to feed some babies. i couldn't add a stop loss for some reason so i had to leave it alone. when i came back it was down. remember the rule of only trading when it fits in my schedule. really dumb!

only good trade and now the 13th was a disaster. i followed the rules on this one, thank goodness.

another trade where i was too late on buy in. going to take a break from trading for a while. it is now april 11 and not sure when i will try again. i think i should keep trying, but do much smaller trades just for practice, but i find if i trade and am watching the stock price, i am taking time away from studying. i want to keep up my 5 hours a day of studying. there is sooooo much to learn and i want to be a great and successful student :)

bought it and then it went down, jumped around, sold as close to my buy in price as i could. the trade made me nervous and more scared to trade.

not a good trade, still not confident in what i am doing and do not have level 2 yet.

ok, i am on a losing streak, stop it! back to studying and forget about fomo. concentrate on what is important--learning, not trying to make money. shame on me!

i thought this was a lot worse until i entered it here and not as bad as i thought. need to average that previous trade i split in two. still need to improve record keeping obviously.